blogONEFor everyone who had been waiting for the comic I had to take off while job-apps were still floating in the air, the wait is over! You can go gander at the sick (not the good sense) comic at this previous post.
I’ve pretty much concluded that I will not be getting an interview, so the job-app has ended. Don’t feel bad for me though, because it’s actually BETTER that I didn’t get the job, since now I can focus on the following (in no particular order):
- Summer schooling: I only have 2 courses, but I’d be on campus 4 days of the week.
- Music projects: If I get that Presonus Firebox, I’m definitely going to try making a CD and give it to people. What they do with it afterwards…I don’t know
- Tech-related projects: I could finally get around to designing, planning and coding my web-based media player for the site!
- Summer ministry: Even though Carl will be away in HK, I can continue with the other ministries at Jaffray, God willing.
- Love: Because we always need drama in life.
I ask the darnedest questions sometimes, like If I question whether I really like someone, it means I don’t really like them that much then?, even when I am pretty much keeping myself in stasis — to only move when I am truly moved. I don’t even know if I’ve been truly moved though, but that’s something I’ll worry about when exams are done…because we all know what happened last time I worried about relationship related-BS last year (the whole series). Yes, I don’t know if I mentioned this before, but that was one of the biggest things I haven’t told the world…part of my incredible stress, which caused me to get Bell’s Palsy, was relationship-related.
I’ve always had my suspicions, and I had always been correct. I told myself not to have big expectations of anything, and not to even think about it, but my heart still aches a little (or a lot) after reading the truth spelt out everywhere.
